There comes a time when things become a bit more clear to you. After you've had time to sit back, relax, and look at the world around you. I've been thinking the past couple of days, and I realize there is so much going on in my life that makes me lash out and be a different person. I... do not like that person. She's mean, and rude and hateful. It's not who I want to be.
-sigh-
Sometimes I wonder who I really am, and why I do the things I do. I worry, I stress, I lash out and sometimes I just hate myself for what I've become. It gets easier, day by day, but somedays i really wish I knew who I was and what I was meant to do.
I wish I could